I need to get some support to help me conquer this demon. Wine wine wine....Chardonay is my drug of choice and once I start there is no off switch! I have had at least one or two drinks every day since 1980. THAT IS THE MINIMUM.... Even if I am really sick I am going to have a drink....That wine starts calling to me, "Here I am here I am..... I start thinking in the morning only 8 more hours and I can have a drink.
I do try to slow down and will be okay for awhile. However, things are getting worse - typically I black out every night and this has been going on for two or three years. Ordered the book and supps not the topo yet. Any advice? I hate myself.:new:
Thank you
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