soooooo want to be like all of your successes. especially, Cindi's.
i know i am stronger than this ...... but i just can't seem to locate my reserve strengths lately, damnit-all.
My late daughter Monica's birthday was Thursday, 05/01. She would have been 27. For all her blonde, angelic curls ... sometimes I feel (know) that God was infinite in His wisdom in knowing to take her into Heaven instead of subjecting her to my absent-parenting skills.
Christ; this hurts so much. I can't quit crying ... not sure I want to. I know the tears will continue but I wish they would stop.
Life is a relentless journey through unmarked territory.
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