Im 34, and have a teenage son whom I adore, and have recently met the man of my dreams...yet I cant seem to stop my drinking habit.
Ive been a single mother for ten years... I'll spare you all the sob story, but have been through a LOT since I was molested at the age of 14.
My fiance is the most kindest, understanding man ever, but I still feel the need to drink. I think it's to 'perk me up' so I can appear happy when he comes home.
He doesnt know I still drink.
I went to a hypnotherapist, because my dream is to be tee-total and a non-smoker by the time I walk down the aisle next summer...
It didnt go well at all.
Im drinking more and more and more.
Im hiding bottles of wine around the house... in the laundry, in cupboards, in drawers.. and I feel so helpless.
My housework is getting neglected, my dogs are getting neglected because Im too off my head to take them for walks.
Im currently getting through two and a half bottles of wine every night.
This forum is keeping me sane.
Im so sorry about how pathetic I must sound.
I just needed to say this.
Chelle.
*Currenty on a second bottle of wine, at 4.45pm and feeling lower than an earth worm*
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