Drinking numbs the hurt/pain/reality of those things I do not want to deal with
I am more fun when Ive had a few drinks
I am an asshole when Ive had a few drinks
I can not NOT have a few drinks
I cant remember NOT drinking in a social setting
Drinking alone, at home and crying is normal.
Admiring the bouquet of a good wine is sophisticated. Squeezing out the remants from the platic liner of a box o'wine is not.
Everybody drinks like I do. Sme just hide the effects better.
No one knows how bad my problem is. I hide it very well.
I do not slur my words when I drink, I develop an accent.
My husband thinks it's cute when I fall down in public.
I become more intelligent and quite reasonable when I drink.
I have messed my life up long enough.
I want to heal.
I want to like myself again.
I hate tests.
But if I can pass this one, I can do anything.
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