I am a 37 years old woman and married with six children and have been drinking as long as i can remember I have always drank to get drunk and have tried numerious other drugs along the way but now I smoke dope and drink in abundance. I have many shamefull moments in my life and many I dont remember. I found this site yesterday and have been reading ever since. I tried to download the book today but they dont accept amex cards so I will have to find another way. I am a little bit scared of taking the topamax as I have been into rehab twice and they put me on allsort of prescription drugs and I lost it big time I am now currently not takeing any medication but still drinking and would like to stop but also havethe pull that I want to drink but I no it just doesnt work for me but I am finding it hard to put down. as I said before I have six children and its getting harder as my eldist is 14 going on 15 and my next is 12 going on 13 the other children are 8, 6,and 14 week old twins so I would like to be around for them and be able to be a good mother to them. My husband is very loving and suporting but he doesnt understand this disease not that I exspect him to as I dont either. well thanks for being here and hope to chat with you all soon
Sian
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