I am kind of a single mother, my hubby has been on the road for the last three years, and we only see him about once a month if that and only for a few days and then he's out. I really started drinking to deal with this. When he first started I could not sleep and I found having a couple of drinks made it easier to sleep, but I never got to the point of being drunk,
Last summer we split up and he started working on the other side of the country and after a few months I came here to see him and we got back together and I moved here. Shortly after I moved here to be closer to him and to try to put my family back together and he is now working from where I just moved from.
Being on my own so much has been a real challenge, I am a stay at home mom (but I do work on our biz) and I really don't get out. I have been drinking so much and I know it's really starting to effect my son.
I know it's wrong, and I just don't seem to be able to stop myself, sometimes having a drink is almost the first thing on my mind, and I know I have to change it!!!!!!!! I do stupid stuff that could really put me in harms way if I am not careful. So today (after not remembering much of last night) I have decided to take my life back. But I am not sure how to really do it.
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