After nearly 7 months AF, today I signed my settlement of divorce.....my final decree will be finalised by the end of Jan, I suppose a fresh way to start 2009.
As much as these last 8 months have been the hardest I have gone through...ever... being AF has made me a happier person. I go to AA twice a week and I am working the program and finding the real me under the crap that alcohol created and you know what? I am a wonderful person, I have so much to offer, I deserve to love and be loved as I am so so worth it, if my husband cannot or refuses to see the positive changes in me since becoming sober, is he worth this crying over? no he is not...... I deserve so much better and so much more....
So here is to the end of a very different, difficult, but, enlightening year and roll on a new one with fresh starts and new beginings!!!!:wave:
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