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I have a problem. After waking up today feeling so sick I did a web search. I found my way out.
I have not cried in my entire life, but I was sobbing on my keyboard.....I need to try this system
carl

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Carl,
We have been there. Welcome... the door here is open.
Brigid

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next step

Can anyone give me a website that is reliable and discreet. where I can get topamax. Also what dosage should I take? I cant see my doctor because Im a private person. I have been in the bottle ever since my military days. I am so sick of feeling rotten about myself. I used booze to make things a little better, until I would wake up and feel the cycle start again. Its a downwrd spin. I have not hit rock bottom yet but I can see it coming. I am drinking more and more of my paycheck away. I am single so I only have myself to answer to when I drink ym check...I am so sick of this.
Please any tips or advice that helped you might help me. I have ordered the book from barnes and noble but its a few days away they said....
Carl

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Supplements

Carl,

You have ordered the book--that's a good start. I am not on the Topamax yet, but I saw a thread regarding a site where you can order it online--you'll have to look around or maybe someone else can answer your question. I started taking the supplements Monday (I believe it was the 8th of January). It has really helped my cravings. I am drinking about half of what I normally drink, which was 4-6 tall vodka drinks every night--the vodka usually taking up half of the glass by the third drink. I am now down to about two sometimes three drinks (with way less vodka in them). I'm not sure if anyone else has experienced this, but when I drink the first drink, all I can smell is the liquor and I'm finding that it isn't pleasant. I ordered the Kudzu from www.viable-herbal.com. They arrived within two days of ordering, which was great.

When you are feeling overwhelmed by your own thoughts about the subject of quitting--I went through the same thing; in fact, I stopped reading the posts for a couple of days because I found myself becoming obsessed w/ the thought of quitting and getting scared by it--go for a brisk walk or call someone, maybe a family member, or write a post to MWO.

Know that you are not alone--we are all going through the same thing. Be strong--I know you can do it.

Sved