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    Hello, have we met before? If not, let me tell you a little about myself. I don?t share myself with just anyone. I pick only a chosen few who will appreciate me. And then, if the timing is perfect. I have chosen you. For people like you are very special to me, because it is people like you who are very receptive to my talents. You?ll be very anxious to know me better, and as soon as we touch the physical attraction between us soars. We?ll continue our encounter, with me leading you down the path of pure physical ecstasy. You?ll feel no shame in having gone ?all the way? on our first date. All you will feel is exhilaration and you?ll beg for more.
    At first our attraction will be purely physical, but you must realize that this is a very important phase of our relationship. Be confident that it will grow into something much deeper. I am, as we get to know each other better, your interest will become emotional as well as physical. You?ll learn to come to me with your problems, for not only will I help you with them, but I will somehow take away their deep pain. I?ll give you the best that I have, and I?ll be patient. I?ll know in time that you will give yourself totally to me.
    When you?re with me you?ll feel warm and secure. I will ease your mind, sooth away your troubles, and fill your soul with pleasure. With me, you?ll feel as if you can conquer the world, as if you have a special key to happiness. You?ll enjoy living again. I?ll be the answer to your unspoken prayers. You?ll soon wonder how you ever lived without me.
    As our relationship grows, you?ll start to exclude others from your life? but, that?s O.K. You know that I can give you all you will need. I?ll be your lover, best friend and confidante. I will always be available when you need me. This I will prove to you time and time again and you?ll realize you don?t need others ? when have someone like me, all others seem inadequate.
    So we?ll see more and more of each other and decide that it really is impractical not to live together, so we?ll make that move. Our life together will encompass many beautiful experiences. We?ll do it all together: swim the ocean, picnic on the beach, fly kites, and whenever you feel the urge, we?ll make love. Our relationship will be devoid of fights or arguments. I?ll give myself completely to you, knowing I?ll receive the same in return.
    You?ll soon realize that dedicated your life to me. It will happen before you know it. It sort of takes you by surprise, and you?ll wonder if maybe you should spend some time alone, away from me. After all, people say everyone needs some time alone, even if they are in love. And face it; you are irresistibly in love with me. So you vow to take some time alone, even though you don?t really want to. You?ll start out to spend the day in solitary adventure, doing something that you have always wanted to do. After a few hours though, you?ll find that you?re really not enjoying yourself, and realize you miss me more than you ever thought you would. You?ll feel a terrible empty voice without me and think about coming back home. It makes you a little angry that you didn?t keep the promise to yourself, but you tell yourself that if you really wanted to spend the day alone, you could --- you just didn?t want to.
    When you walk through that door, it will fill my heart with pleasure ? for I had been hoping that you wouldn?t spend the whole day away from me. You?ll come running to me, and I?ll take you in my arms and hold you close. I will hold you so tightly that it becomes a bit painful, but you won?t mind. Though you won?t see my face as I embrace you, I?ll have a very satisfied smile. For it?s the moment I?ve been waiting for. I?ve got you where I want you. You have no choice. You cannot live without me, and I?ll love it.
    It is precisely at this point that you cease to be my lover and become my victim. You see, my ultimate goal is to murder you, and I have begun to do just that. But, my methods are slow. I can do it slowly because you won?t be able leave me even though you know I?m killing you. That?s the joy of it, the beauty of it! You will make a choice to die, and you?ll let me do it.
    Do you recognize me yet? You should ? For, you see, this relationship has already taken place between you and me. I will follow you and wait for you wherever you go. I can wait forever ? for you see, I am your addiction.
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    If you find yourself in a hole, stop digging. ~ Will Rogers ~

    #2
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    Wow Bluz- that was a very powerful post- as I was reading it I had a very strong feeling of the devil.

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      #3
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      Bluz I am sitting here gobsmacked after reading that post. To be able to express it those words is just astonishing.

      KTAB
      Ethanol is a toxic chemical, why would I drink it?

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        #4
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        Beautiful and wicked !!!!! and TRUE, every word of it is TRUE !!!!
        sigpicEyes on the PRIZE, a SOBER Future !!!

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          #5
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          Nice post mate. Al is all encompassing, yes, and the affair, or habit, can be broken. We must change our thinking.

          'I am part of all that I have met, yet all experience is an arch wherethro', gleams that untravelled world whose margins fade, forever and forever when I move'

          Zen soul Warrior. Freedom today-

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            #6
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            Thank you Blu....this post is inspiring. We need to remind us how this habit can consume our lives and how together we can break it.........spit and shake!!
            :heart:AF since May 31 2008.....Happy and Healthy

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              #7
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              thankx buddy stay strong and keep thinking positive
              :beach: life does change as long as you are willing to change yourself ..
              best thing about the future it comes one day at a time..

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                #8
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                Wow! Thats about all I can say right now...
                Incredible Bluz...thank you.
                Living now and not just existing since 9th July 2008
                Nicotine Free since 6th February 2009

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                  #9
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                  Great post Bluz. Welcome.
                  To Infinity And Beyond!!

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                    #10
                    Hello

                    You've nailed it mate.
                    I've often thought of booze as masquerading as my best friend. A really devisive, destructive and convoluted one.
                    Now THAT'S given me something to think about.
                    If your 8 year old self met you, would they be proud?
                    Rejoined life 20/5/19

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                      #11
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                      great post blues


                      :congratulatory: Clean & Sober since 13/01/2009 :congratulatory:

                      Until one is committed there is always hesitant thoughts.
                      I know enough to know that I don't know enough.

                      This signature has been typed in front of a live studio audience.

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                        #12
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                        Chilling. Made me realize I must not be smug about my moderation skills...but stay poised for combat. The enemy never sleeps. God, thanks, Bluz.
                        Jane Jane

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                          #13
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                          WOW!

                          You have a special talent Bluz, thank you for sharing with us.
                          "The person who says it cannot be done should not interrupt the person doing it"

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                            #14
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                            Bluz,What can I say? Thank you so much for this post. AL has taken so much from us! Thank you again johno
                            Boozer

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                              #15
                              Hello

                              As I re-read my post and the kind words of this thread, I have to wonder why I find it so difficult to write my story ... terrifying actually. Is it that I don't want to see in type how phu**ed up it has been. Am I ashamed of the horror's, the deceit, the lies. But, I think for me the answer is about honesty. I've asked myself how willing I am to be brutally honest with this forum and more importantly with myself. This is one hell of a delimna, because I really need to do this. Most of you know I love to write. I wish I had Doggygirl's talent she is very gifted.

                              Any suggestions, like quit snuvelin' and type your ass off are appreciated.

                              All my best

                              Blu
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                              If you find yourself in a hole, stop digging. ~ Will Rogers ~

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