I drank last night, as I am beginning to do on a nightly basis now. When I drink, I take things literally, then get very defensive, or emotional. You never know which way my roller coaster is going to take me.
I then usually end up fighting with my husband, who adores me. I have not even been married a year, and he threatened to leave me last night. Of course I was drunk and really did not care. I did not comment, I just ignored him.
Yes I say alcohol is not a problem for me, I go to work every day, I don't drink during the day.
Here is the email I received from him today.
I guess we need to figure out what the heck we are going to do about us. I am so tired of fighting with you. It seems as if anytime we drink it ends up in a fight. I am done drinking for awhile. I am going back to every now and then drinking. I sure hope you can do the same. I will not sit and watch you drink a bottle of wine or a bunch of beers every night of the week anymore. The only time you and I fight is when we are drinking. I am not blaming you or me, I blame the alcohol. If it is not something you are willing to change then you need to let me know. I will move out to the camper until we sell it.
I do not want us to end, but what is the point if all we do is drink and fight. We are becoming the couple no one wants to invite over anymore cause we end up fighting. I can feel it already. Please think about this, I want you to be happy, if I am pinning you down from what you really want, then that is what you should do.
I feel as if you are pushing me away with every fight. I want to be with you and only you, nobody else. I love you very much. Please do not look at this bad, this is me trying to figure out the best thing.
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So, this is why I am here! I ordered Kudzu Rescue...has anyone tried that?
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