I can see that the site has a lot to offer and would like to learn how to use the site so that I don't bog down anyone elses ability to use it efficiently, would love to blog or start a journal, an accountability to myself. At this point, to be honest I am unsure if I will be able to find my way back here to add to it later and/or check for responses.
I did not drink yesterday. I hope not to drink today. I can not remember when I started drinking, as in what age, but am guessing around 10. I am now in my late 40s. It's an amazing thing to think for the most part I have not harmed others(but did in reality) or myself (but have continually and consistently). Will I be able to go AF, I haven't a clue. I have had no real MOMENT, have been let off the hook or let myself slide back to and fro and back again so many times that a moment is just not my wake up call. I can't seem to find a method or structure or lifestyle to curb or quit, cure, overcome drinking. It's a huge part of my life and always has been, from birth, before birth ? and on and on...
I want to head out to take my kids to lunch, would love to write more here right now but I can't let alcohol make me late for doing that, and even posting about alcohol would make me feel like it would be doing that. So, my intention at this time is to come back and for lack of a better word, journal here, like many others are doing or have done.
I was wondering- (How many come here with good intentions to help themselves and then forget how to sign back on with their name and password or didn't attach an email so noone can reach out to them because they just never come back. ?? Just pondering.) BBL
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