Hello,
I've been told to let people on here get to know me a little. So heres a brief intro in me.
I live in the UK and Im 29 years old. Im a creative soul at heart and did a degree in music by the time I was 23. After the degree I did a lot of traveling and never really got back into the industry. I love my current job but it only really pays the rent and bills. Music, art and fictional writing are my true passions and I'd love to get some work in one of those fields eventually.
Drinking. Like many people I didn't really feel I was any different to others at University. Just being young and having a damn good time. However, I've always been quite prone to blue spells and seem to worry about minor stuff way to much. I guess this is what I try to numb with drink. I'll have a minimum of a few beers and a bottle of red a night. And I'm very good at planning my drinking around work. if I finnish in the early afternoon I'll hit it hard early so Im fine for the next day. and if I have the next day off. Man I'll get wrecked.
Im single so can be very selfish with it all. Thats probably the main reason Im single. I have plenty of offers from girls but decline them to continue on this path. That and the terrible thought of someone knowing how bad I've got.
Im basically fed up of it. I function and even excell in my job at times. But feel I owe it to myself to see what I can achieve without this poison in my body.
I understand Im not the worst case this forum will have ever seen by a long shot. But its still miserable and seemly impossible to break the cycle.
This is my day one off booze. I don't know whats going to happen. I've done no kind of preparation for it. and don't have any idea if Im going to crave or not.
I'll keep you posted on that one!!!
Feel free to introduce yourself on my thread. I'd like to get to know you. Also its fine to ask me questions if you want to know anything else.
Regards
I've been told to let people on here get to know me a little. So heres a brief intro in me.
I live in the UK and Im 29 years old. Im a creative soul at heart and did a degree in music by the time I was 23. After the degree I did a lot of traveling and never really got back into the industry. I love my current job but it only really pays the rent and bills. Music, art and fictional writing are my true passions and I'd love to get some work in one of those fields eventually.
Drinking. Like many people I didn't really feel I was any different to others at University. Just being young and having a damn good time. However, I've always been quite prone to blue spells and seem to worry about minor stuff way to much. I guess this is what I try to numb with drink. I'll have a minimum of a few beers and a bottle of red a night. And I'm very good at planning my drinking around work. if I finnish in the early afternoon I'll hit it hard early so Im fine for the next day. and if I have the next day off. Man I'll get wrecked.
Im single so can be very selfish with it all. Thats probably the main reason Im single. I have plenty of offers from girls but decline them to continue on this path. That and the terrible thought of someone knowing how bad I've got.
Im basically fed up of it. I function and even excell in my job at times. But feel I owe it to myself to see what I can achieve without this poison in my body.
I understand Im not the worst case this forum will have ever seen by a long shot. But its still miserable and seemly impossible to break the cycle.
This is my day one off booze. I don't know whats going to happen. I've done no kind of preparation for it. and don't have any idea if Im going to crave or not.
I'll keep you posted on that one!!!
Feel free to introduce yourself on my thread. I'd like to get to know you. Also its fine to ask me questions if you want to know anything else.
Regards
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