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    I am a survivor

    Hope this is not boring, but it will be theraputic for me......

    As I read these stories and make new friends, I am amazed at the tragedy and pain alcohol has caused all of us. But I am also touched by the strength and support shown here.

    I have come to the conclusion that ALL of us are SURVIVORS.....

    I was taken away from my birth mother at the age of three due to mental issues...or so they told me. I had an 18 month old sister and a newborn brother. We were all taken away and made wards of the State of Georgia; Cobb County to be specific.
    My brother was adopted immediatly and I have no memory of him. My little sister and I were placed in a new foster home every 8 to 12 months. The thinking was that we did not need to get too attached to new mommies and daddies.

    When I was 10, my sister and I were seperated since no one would adopt the two of us. I was very bright, but my sister had severe learning disabilities. I remember the day she was put in the car and driven away like it was yesterday.

    I was finally adopted at 13. My sister and I tried to stay in touch. She was never adopted and became a prostitute and a heroin addict.

    I was a hard- headed, stubboirn kid (still am!!), so my adopted parents put me in church, private school, ballet, etiquette and grooming classes. They pushed HARD, and while I had a lot of resentment as a teenager, I now what they did for me was priceless.

    I SURVIVED A CRAPPY, SAD EARLY CHILDHOOD.....

    As an adult I know I had abandonment issues and can be emotionally immature, but overall I think I am pretty great!!!

    I married my college sweetheart, but left him after two years as he was a HUGE pothead. I couldn't stand it. (And to think I have addiction issues now!!!)

    Anyway, about a year later, I met my current husband. I was madly in love, being rapiidly promoted up the corporate ladder, bought my first house, and CRASHED with MAJOR depression. BAD>>>>>>suicidal and the whole bit.
    But with the love of a wonderful man, lots of research., a good doctor, A fabulous therapist anda meds, I mended.

    I SURVIVED DEPRESSION AND A BRUSH WITH SUICIDE....

    At 35 I was married with a 4 year old and an 8 month old....two precious sons. I was an executive making good money. I was happy. And then one day in the shower I found a lump in my armpit. Two days later we found out it had spread and was stage 3. I went through 7 months of chemo, 4 months of rediation, lost my hair and puked in my garbage can at work. But today, 9 years later, i am cancer free.
    This wasn't suppsed to happen to a young mother was it??

    I SURVIVED CANCER....

    ANd now, several years later I am battling problem drinking. My husband lost a very successful business making over 6 figures. WE have had to file bankruptcy and our home is in foreclosure. But we have a happy. loving family and supportive parents.

    WE ARE SURVIVING.....

    And so are all of you. Be thankful for the blessings in your life and fight....

    All this other crap didn't beat me and I'll be damned if booze will either.
    I love my family more than alcohol.:h
    Live in the Solution....not the problem

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    I am a survivor

    That is quite a history MB. I agree, you are a survivior. Your strength is amazing! Alcohol seems to have some extrinsic power and relentless energy. Thank you for the strong words, " be thankful for the blessings in your life and fight". Visiting this site and supporting one another strengthens all of us.... Day 2 for me... thinking of checking into the daily abstinence thread... =0)

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      #3
      I am a survivor

      Mama, You ARE a survivor, thank you for sharing your story.
      Living now and not just existing since 9th July 2008
      Nicotine Free since 6th February 2009

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        #4
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        Mama Bear I love you. that's all I can think of to say,xxx Twitch

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          #5
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          Wow, MB! Thanks for sharing. You will get past this!
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          Thoughts become things..... choose the good ones. ~TUT

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            #6
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            It never ceases to amaze me we can handle so much crap in our lives but Al finds a way to creep in!! MB your amazin and what I take from your story is you are very positive and strong and that AL is equal sometimes even tougher always keep your heads on a swival for old evil AL!! Stay Positive MB!

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              #7
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              Thanks Cheech...you too
              I love my family more than alcohol.:h
              Live in the Solution....not the problem

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                #8
                I am a survivor

                I love you too Twitchie!!
                I love my family more than alcohol.:h
                Live in the Solution....not the problem

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                  #9
                  I am a survivor

                  MB what amazing strength you have xxxxxxxxx :h
                  Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. The important thing is not to stop questioning.

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                    #10
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                    "Be thankful for the blessings in your life and fight...." Thank you for that - and how true!! Mama Bear - you are one tough Mama!!! :l:l
                    Live simply. Love generously. Care deeply. Speak kindly. Leave the rest to God.

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                      #11
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                      Thank you.....
                      xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
                      I love my family more than alcohol.:h
                      Live in the Solution....not the problem

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                        #12
                        I am a survivor

                        :lWow, MB, what a fighter. You sure have enough guts to beat this monster called AL to pulp.
                        make the least of the worst, and the most of the best - everyday.

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                          #13
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                          Mama Bear....I am new here. All I have read from you has inspired me. I think you are a wonderful woman. I just posted my story. Seems pitiful after reading this. Thats what has always kept me real....think positive, appreciate what you have, because its not as bad as some one else out there!

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                            #14
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                            Mama Bear,

                            From the first time you joined MWO, your personality just seemed to shine through! Your avatar always cracks me up (no matter how many times I see it). I see you all over the board posting and offering words of encouragement to others. You are truly a special lady and your story is amazing. You've been through a lot and that's obviously made you who you are today. Thanks for being an inspiration to all of us.

                            Jolie
                            Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

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                              #15
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                              thank you so much...we are all special and all have demons...some much than others...I fell so thankful I have never been abused, arrested or in rehab.....that;s why I want to kick this monster in the ass before it gets worse...still struggling but my mind is stronger every day
                              Thanks again
                              I love my family more than alcohol.:h
                              Live in the Solution....not the problem

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