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I am so fed up with myself. making promises that I do not keep. I stayed sober for 8 years. That was nearly 20 years ago. What has happened to me? Doggy girl is my inspiration. I think she was here with me 2 years ago and stayed AF. I did not. I have done 12months, 3 months, 25 days, down to 14 days, and still drinkingTags: None
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May 27/05/2010 My thoughts today about 2.30pm
A little bit out of my diary..for me. My thoughts today is (I have to stop this I cannot live feeling like this anymore) My body feels like a worn out 80 year old and thats is being kind. I am more than half that age. My whole being is tired. My soul, spirit, my beautiful being wants to stay awake. I am sinking and I have to start flying again. Day one of myself to be sober. AF
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I am addicited 100% to wine. It is kiling me. Every morning I wake up I am hungover. Where the hell have I gone? I feel disgusted,disappointed and loathing in myself that I cannot even express in words. I am to embrasssed to reach out for help. I t has taken over my life. I have to beat this demon, monster.
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Every night I drink at least more than one bottle of wine a night. I cannot even remember the next morning what I have said or even eaten for dinner. I look in the garbage bin sometimes to remind my self what I have had for dinner or look in the tv programme to remember what I watched on tv
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hi mia. youve done it before.you can do it again. keep here and post, its a good incentive, why not keep a personal diary of how you feel,maybe you could do a thread on here and chart your progressToday is the tomorrow i worried about yesterday and it turned out fine
Keep passing the open windows
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i think its the blackouts that really got me scared, though i didnt do anything about it for ages. i broke my ankle when i was drunk and i havent got a clue how i did it. god knows what else was on the cards for me if i continued drinking like that. sounds like you want to find yourself..... and yourself is not in a bottleToday is the tomorrow i worried about yesterday and it turned out fine
Keep passing the open windows
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