Jannie, I too went through a period of sobriety (2 months for me) and then decided to try drinking. With results like you describe - back to my previous levels within a very short period of time. Like Greenie said, I wouldn't wish that experience on anyone (nor recommend it!) but for many of us, it seems a necessary part of the journey. It was necessary for me at any rate, to finally GET IT that I am an alcoholic who can NEVER drink safely. There never has been "just one" for me and there never will be.
That knowledge is worth gold to me, and in my case it took relapse to figure it out. So maybe this is a blessing in disguise.
I wish you well on your journey. Be willing to do whatever it takes.
DG
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