Then I met my husband, fell in love and settled down, had a baby and got a very good job. When I'd had the baby we would still go out partying at weekends and struggling with Monday morning blues at work. I worked full time and saw very little of my baby while hubs looked after her and finished his studying. Six years later I gave up my job and moved to another city, had another baby and became a full time Mum! Time to drink on my hands I would binge now and then when my husband was off work. Very bad things have happened to me ( luckily not anyone else!) when I've been drinking. Then two years ago my hubs said he was leaving because of my drinking. He did stay in the end but thats when I realised I had to stop or I would loose everything! I did 6 months AF with no support. Then started modding then going AF etc. Over the past two years I've probably manage 12 full months AF. I have just had a bad binge ( also did last year). Ive got to stop. I cant Moderate. I feel pretty lucky to be alive to be honest. So today is my day one.
Thanks for listening and hope this makes sense. I joined MWO last may and has been a lifeline.
SJ
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