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This is all very new to me. Ive often looked at this site but this is the first time I've taken the plunge to write. All I know is I can't carry on like this. I kicked anorexia at 19yrs now at 44 I;m obsessed by alcohol. Every night I go to bed and wake up disgusted by my lack of self control.Tags: None
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Thanks. I was hoping to add more to my post but got interrupted... Any way I have 3 children the youngest has downs with severe learning disabilities. My parents who were a great support are now both dead, so I feel very alone. My husband is lovely but unable to support me on this. I am an optometrist and store manager. So why am I throwing this all away?
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Hi Atox, I think that by addressing it you aren't throwing everything away. This addiction is very very powerful, but you are going in the right direction. Have you downloaded the book, it is excellent.
Spend some time reading the other posts, you will get inspiration from them.
Paula xx:l :h :lsigpicXXX
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Atox - just wanted to drop a note of support. We have alot in common. I just turned 46 - I too, kicked anorexia at about 18. I have an autistic son who has alot of needs. And I relate to the obsessive thinking. With anorexia, not eating and my weight was all I thought about. I had a short period of time not really being obsessed (not sure?) and then, right after a breakup - turned to the bottle and have thought about it ever since. I an constantly obsessing about how I hate myself because of it, hiding it, buying it, figuring out ways not to drink, etc. I just want the thoughts to go away. Anyway, great to meet you - keep posting. I just started back after almost 6 months off. Good luck to al of us! :h
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Hi Atox...Welcome!!!
You obviously have a very full life AND you are addressing your alcohol problems....way to go...this is not the sort of stuff I would describe as 'failing'....this is just the start of something better...much better.
There was a post recently by Mike, who describes his addiction and sobriety as two seperate paths...the image he created could be applied to ANY form of repetitive self destructive behaviour and is WELL worth reading...I started this post before I checked, and cannot remember which thread it was on but will check now and try to find it....Stick here (glue/double sided sticky tape/blu tac...whatever you need!!)
I work closely with young peple with special needs every day, and do 60 hours a week caring for a delicious young man with severe cerebral palsy.....I get to go home at the end of the day.......knackered I might add....so to you, Samhadi and Mike...I only get a bit of the picture, but EVERY day...I throw my hat down to parents with children with special needs...you are an amazing bunch!!!!......
keep posting Atox...Pauly is right...you've found a good place Weemelon xxx
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Hi Atox,
I am a mother of three and have a son who has autism.
Welcome and keep on reading and posting. The best decision you made was to come here. It's not a magic pill overnight, it's a journey with it's ups and downs. The downs become less and less until it's all up hill."Keep your eyes and heart focused on the end goal at all times, and never settle for less."
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