I woke up ashamed and wanting to cry all day like many who understand these feelings and why we have them. I have got to stop my destructive behaviors and hope to make some friends here to help me as I get started. I am trying abstinence to start until March 31, (I'm using the calendar)
I drink 2 or 3 times a week and usually end up...staying up all night and being worthless the next day (like today)
I will lose what I have left if I can't stop this deathstyle and look forward to those of you I will meet to help me. I will also do my best to help and support you and others.:angel:
I am a 40 year old woman with 5 teen daughters and a 21 year old son. (also a new grandaughter) :helpme:
I am a self employed real estate agent, so it's easy to hide my problem when I don't make it to work in my home office!
I would very much like to be at my best each day for myself, family and clients. Help me, and I will not abandoned this place and pay forward what I get here.:armsaround:
Thanks in advance. I hope to find advice and support from a few of you very soon, before I'd mess up again.ray:
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