Bad Kitty!!

[SlinkyKitty]

My life is out of control! But the thing is I am not a heavy drinker! Seriously! Until recently I have never been like this!!! Then I met this guy... Fell wildly in love and he was an alcoholic! But I was blind to it! Just too crazy about him to care, I wanted to over look his flaws so I started drinking heavier to keep on the same buzz as him. All hell broke lose and he ended up cheating on me!! The pain caused me to really go nuts, partying, different random
guys to make my now ex-boyfriend jealous! Just drinking to block out my hurt! I like the attention I get from men when I'm wild! I'm quite shy when sober but buy me a few drinks and I'm flashing the cops my t*ts on the drive to your place! I'm now getting scared of who I am becoming and what might happen to me!! I don't want to end up infected with something or pregnant with someone! Help!!!!

[YouKayBee]

Bad Kitty!!

Kitty

I can empathise with you on this one, I've done just the same crazy things, and a few more that would make your toes curl.

Thing is you can stop this, you can stop drinking then the embarassing behaviour will stop - I promise you!

The other thing is that alcoholics will find any excuse to drink, they say "Oh it's because my boyfriend did this, this terrible thing happened to me, my life's stressful.............yadayadayada". Sh1t happens but you don't have to drink, and whilst you are drinking everything seems bigger than it really is. I'm not saying your relationship wasn't important to you, but you are more important than this. Don't look for excuses to drink, look for reasons to stop - like you being a beautiful person.