from there it got worse and the minute i hit 18 i was drinking at home constantly which soon lead to everyday, cans of Carling or Foster's littered my room and filled my bin, for 4 years i have had a buddy drinking with me and i believe he is heading the same way as me....neither of us can stop.
i have been trying recently but failing...my brother (now19) came by yesterday to do some work for my kitchen and he brought cans...some for him, some for my fridge to save for the next time he comes and some for me, i didn't turn him down.
i am so used to drinking to ease the pain it is normal now...my wonderful girlfriend stands by me and loves me which is a good thing and she is a ray of light for me abd i want to stop drinking for her.
i must keep fighting...
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