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[Smile7]

I was driving to work today and thinking about how I stumbled and blacked out last night (it happens at least once a month, and it seems to be getting worse), and I just thought to myself/just realized that I have a drinking problem. i know my brother does (he's stopped drinking for a year now), my father does, it's all in the family, but I guess I thought somehow that I could handle it. I just started a chart for myself and realized that for the past week, I've been having at least 5 drinks (whisky, mostly) a night! How could I not have even realized that? I feel terrible this morning. I can't remember what I did last night, but I know I made an fool out of myself.

They say that recognizing the problem is the first step to change. I just hope that tomorrow, when I feel better and not so hungover, that I will not think that means I can drink again. Unfortunately, though I think otherwise, I can't have "just one drink."

[SKendall]

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Hi there,

We all came to the site with similar feelings. We read RJ's book and followed her recommended plan. We manage the cravings through the supplements, listen to the CD's, exercise (well, some of us) and come to the forum and share our experiences.

There is much hope when you have encouragement of others. Stay with us.:welcome:

[abby1]

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Smile,
Welcome. Glad you found us. This is a very educational, supportive and fun place to be.

Hope you stay around for awhile.

Abby

[betty boop]

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Hi Smile & :welcome:

We have all been there, read the book, be determined and GO FOR IT!!!

You can do it ....

[Beaches]

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Welcome Smile,
I remember that feeling and it's growing further into my past now. Keep reading and posting and this is possible. Be serious about it and you will succeed.

[ylfa]

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Hello Smile7.
This is the worst place in the hole world. The day after black out. I have Mastergree there. The only thing it is possible to think is ok , that can not go any worse then this. Now is just way up Smile7. You know you dont want to stay in this place. We are here for you. We know everything you are going trough.
Take care,
Ylfa

[Guest]

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blackout has become my middle name this past year. I would tell you some horrific stories, if i could remember them. welcome....you are in a good place.

[tea]

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Hiya, welcome. Yes agree, the day after is the pits, blackouts..... don't even want to know what I don't remember as it is never anything good.. At best I was just particularly annoying to people ... at worst, well I don't want to go back there just now. I really admire people who can write and tell their story, not for me yet but hopefully I will be that strong some day. I do know that the longer I am a member here the stronger I get. Looking forward to reading more posts from you.

Lorna

[Arial]

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Welcome!

:welcome:

As you say - new beginnings! - if you want it, it will be, and we're right here to help you on your way! Great to have you on board and good luck with these first steps!