I decided that my son has been thru soo much almost died two times. Has used everyone to death I was the only one who stuck by him for 24 years . Never gave him money or enabled him and understood the science of addiction and relapse. It's my turn. I never drink. So since my son had his upteenth relapse lost it all again the umpteenth Time and will not contact me due to his usual upteenth behavior of ignoring me when he drinks rather than talking to his counselor, that I was going to join him and see what all the hopla is all about. So it's New Year's Day how long can I drink before I get sick? No worries I'm really ticked. I'm so done. Prick me with a fork...I am well done.
He went home to the abusive woman who tried to kill him while drugging him and dousing him in bleach 3 gallons. That the police had to call athe hazmat team they had to clear the home before they could get him out. He was on life support for weeks and recovery another 4.that was 2 years ago. He moved in with her who by the way is a nurse. And the police never investigated the case because he is in a small town and the town drunk. She is a functional AL. Her kids abuse him constantly, so does she. He is a contractor and totally remodeled her home...kitchen baths etc. She abuses him emotionally and causes him to drink more. Yet as a alcoholic he has no choice but to live with it all or out on the streets. He has no clue how to stand up for the right thing. He has been in and out of jail more times due to her calling the police and he just takes it. He is no angel and neither is she. He has cut off all communications with me . Probably for the best . He needs to get back in treatment.
There is so much more I am so tired....so very, very tired. And all the counseling & anti-depressants in the world can't replace my son. I have come to the realization that he is just one who will never find sobriety.
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