Don't know why but this is one forum I find hard to post on. Several times I've started typing my story here about mam's drinking and the effect its had on my family over the last 10-15 years and every time I have to delete it........maybe its because there's too much history, it would take too long to explain, maybe its because I still feel so raw about how she treated Dad right up to his death last year and maybe its because I know I have my own "problem". Yes, I am a "family member affected by drinking" but I also drink. I am here at MWO because I don't want to see my daughter sitting here in 30 years time, in the same position as me, wondering what happened to her mam and grieving for her and her love even though physically she is still in this world and couldn't give a damn about anyone or anything. I miss you mam. I miss you too Dad.
Janice
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