I have told her that if that happens we won't have a future and to think about how she will ruin her's,mine and more importantly the childrens lives. She has gone to a trusted friend for 2 days and has promised me that she will sort herself out and things will be different but I'm not sure.
I'm sorry for the long post but I feel punch drunk and am struggling to cope with it all, my job is suffering with the worry, I am terrified of being left on my own, frightened for my kids futures and scared for her. We have had our ups and downs and I have bottled up all my feelings of depression and frustrations and am finding it hard to forgive again although I know I need to if I am going to help her through this. I just feel helpless and very alone with my mind bursting with fears of where it will end, I used to be able to cry but lately I can't even do that.
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