As you all probably know I gave Cy an ultimatum a few weeks ago, MWO or Me! I have my reasons for this which I would like to explain. Since Cy has been on this site his drinking has changed and is now much worse than ever before. He will drink for 3 - 4 days at a time whilst ignoring everyone that cares about him. Myself and his parent go out of our minds with worry not knowing if he is dead or alive. We have the constant lies some of which have shocked us that he could even lie about things so serious. I?m not blaming any of you guys as I have read some of your posts and you all seem like really lovely people. I just feel that this site doesn?t help Cy and feel it?s making him worse as he talks to you all and tells you that he is having urges but you can?t physically stop him drinking. Which brings me onto my next reason. Since he has been on this site he has stopped telling me when he is getting his urges. In fact he doesn?t really tell me much of how he is feeling as he would prefer to tell you guys. I have been there for him for the last 2 and a half year since he has been drinking again . I have given up drinking to help him and haven?t drunk now for about 3 months maybe even longer . I have given him all the love and support he could ever wish for during the past 2 and a half years. But I feel like I?m no longer needed.
You may all think I am being insecure or maybe some would say childish but I just want the old Cy back and if I thought MWO was working for him I would quite happily let him on here.
This is going to be an ongoing argument until he seeks professional help.
I really hope i haven't offended anyone.
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